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December 11 Wow, It has been so long since I have posted anything on my space. In fact it has been a very long time since I have visited my space. I totally forgot about it. I might start adding some more poems very soon. Some of the stuff here was written a long time ago, it all seems so childish now. I'm having a fun time reading the stuff I wrote when I was a teen. Very hilarious indeed :)) Seher XXX
April 28 Ya MadeM BuraYa KaDaR GeLiyoRsuNuZ BiR MsJ BiRaKin oYle Cikin be Yaaaa sinir oLuYom Haaa :D SPace'iMi biR SuRu iNSan ZiYarEt eDiyO KimSe Bi$e YaZmiYOooooo :( LeaVe Me a MsJ B4 u Leaveeeeeeee!!!!!
September 09 I FeeL sO aLone On My Own,
NoT a ChiLd aNyMoRE iM aLL GRowN.
Is It My FauLt wHaT CouLd i HaVe DoNe,
Its Not aLL thaT Fun.
PeOpLe SuRRouNd Me But i CaNt sPeaK,
iF oNly The WoRdz wouLd JusT CoMe ouT But TheY DoNT TheY siMply Won'T... wHy aM I sO ShY,
CaNt FiNd The WoRdz I doN't eVen TrY.
WHeN i Do fiNd The WorDz iTs LiKe TheiR stuCk InsiDe Me,
ITs Not My fauLt i Get eMBaRaSSed You See.
I CaNt saY whaT i waNt to,
EveN iF i knoW aLL tHe aNswErs aRe TRuE.
PaLMs Sweat i CaNt TaKe The StRess,
WHaTs WRong wiTh Me jusT TaKe a GueSS.
I MusT Be SicK WhO caN HeLp Me GeT oVeR ThiS,
Im sUre an aNtiDoTe eXisTs.
*By SeHeR*
TeARs RoLLin' DowN my CheeKs i hadn't CrieD FoR weeKz WhaT HaPPeNed 2 Me iF oNly My HeaRt CouLd SpeaK
So SaD iNsiDe WheRe CaN i Hide Wh0 WiLL TaKe My SiDe, Who wiLL LisTeN 2 Me wHeN i waNt 2 ConFide
So MaNy TiMes Ive TriEd FeeLs LiKe a PieCe oF Me HaS DieD WHen WiLL THe PaIn SuBSide
EveRyThing SeeMs So GooD wHen u Look FroM thE OutSide
BuT oNly I KnoW How iT FeeLs oN The InSiDe...
You Asked Me How aRe You I RePLied Im Fine
You LeFt The Room I SigheD ThinKin i ShouLdNt HaVe LieD
iTs Too LaTe NoW sO i HaVe 2 TaKe iT in My STriDe....
*SeHeR*

August 25
uNfiNisHeD PoeM
I'm not changing for no won, i was in a war with myself but i won, life is hard all alone with no one by your side, there is no where to hide. Reminising bout the past, all those endless nights i cried felt like a piece of me had died. But you told me to take it in my stride i confinced you i was alright but i lied. You cant say i didnt try, things seem so simple from the outside. Who can i turn to now, who will help me through, Hurt so deep i know all their words were untrue, Your all i had
*SeHeR*
August 10 Im MissiN Him liKe CrazY,
WisHin hoPinG dreaMin maYbe he could save me.
Look in to my heart what can you see, dont make me plea, how is it gonna be?
Just HoPe He still luvz me...
I carry him round in my mind they say love is blind sometimes unkind.
But who can lie, no one can ever say goodbye to love dont wanna even try.
Even if love makes you cry, wanna die all it takes is that special feelin and your up in the sky, flying high.
*bY sEheR*
August 08 YAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
MeSaJ BiRaKMaDaN ciKMaYinnn Bee!!!!!!!!
:)
LutFen
DoN't LeaVe wiThouT LeaVin a MessaGe...
Te$eKKuRLeR
THaNk You :)
*SeHeR* July 18 Where are you?
I search for you in my dreams, I wake up with a scream where have you been? Look around for a sense of you, Isn't our love true? I still love you, but im not sure if you do too. Haven't spoken a word in days, Are you confused? Are you in a daze?. Don't you love me anymore? Or are you and your heart at war? I wish i knew what to do, I hope it doesn't come to an end; i hope were not through.
*SeHeR*
July 14 CoNFusEd: I'm all messed up confusion overpowers me, I'm oblivious to the truth i cannot see. Thing's get so complicated so unclear, I wish i was a child without any fears.
So unsure of what your feel, The thought that i may lose you again is so unreal. Please stay & never leave me on my own, Your the realest love i have ever known.
You said you would never go, So why are you so cold why have your eyes lost their glow.
*SeHeR*
"PEOPLE SO MEAN THEY HAUNT MY DREAMS"
People so mean they haunt my dreams, Awakening to a place where nothing is as it seems.
Such pain i never ever had felt, Emotions so deep even ice could melt.
Hurtful Words carved into my mind, No-one ever loves someone who is caring or kind. Closing my eyes is no escape, All is see is anger and hate.
Shattered my soul into a million pieces thrown around without care, Cold stern faces that constantly glare and blankly stare. Chilling words echo through my spine, They constantly step over the line.
Empty inside & broken pride, Can't count the many times i have cried all because of their lies. Many times i have tried to hide, It was hard to see past the hurt couldn't imagine a bright side.
When will i be accepted for being plain old me, Nothing special no more to see- this isn't me. Why can't they see that i am worth getting to know, Sick of hiding and laying low.
They love to cause me pain, I cannot take the strain. They want to see me alone and suffering, I take what they give & try to act tougher.
There so occupied with my life, Makes me wanna grab a knife. Can't take this pain any longer, I ain't getting any stronger.
Time to let go of all this, Plenty to dwell on -its time i checked this off the list. Its about time i took control and said no!!! Your words won't hurt me no-more.
Your relentless grip & hold of my mind, I couldn't see or think i was metaphorically blind. I'm no longer that weak lonely girl nobody could ever see, You have lost the power you thought you had over me.
Finally happy with the person in the mirror who stares me directly in the eyes, No need for a fake smile to hide the pain within there's no need for a disguise. It's time for me to be happy about myself, You just worry about yourself.
*WRITTEN BY Me*
May 26 OMG I NEED 2 StoP NeGLeCting My SPaCe..
hErES A pOem I JUSt wrOtE AbOUt mY fEElINgS:
PeOpLe So MEAn thEy hAUnT mY DrEAmS,
nOThINg Is As It sEEmS.
thEY lOvE 2 hUrT mE,
lOoK In tHE mIrrOR dO U LIkE WhAt U sEE?.
yOUr sO oCCUpIEd wItH mY lIFe,
mAkE mE wAnnA grAb A kNIfE.
i neeD 2 lEt gO,
bOUt tImE I tOOK CONtROl AnD SAiD no!!!
YoUr wOrDS wOnT hUrT nO mOrE,
lEt mE shOW yOu thE dOOr.
iTs tImE fOr mE 2 bE hAppY AbOUt mYsELf,
yOu jUSt wOrrY AbOUt yOUrsElF.
bY *sEhEr*
February 28 STaRteD uNi THiS WeeK LOL!! IF GoD iS wILLing iLL Be a TeaCheR in 4 YeaRs :)
i Miss SChooL Like Uni is Good aNd aLL BuT iT JusT aIn't THe SaMe :(
I JusT STaRted aVoN YesTeRdaY HaVe Had 2 cusToMeRs aLreaDy ThaNks Mum ThaNks aUnTy aNd YeR i CouLdN't ResisT THaT LiP GLoss LOL :)
aNywaY iM ouT...
November 11 I never thought this day would come so fast, One day i was so young a child now i am a young adult pondering over the past. Life isn't over it has just began, So many memories to look forward to oh so much fun. Pop open a bottle of champagne lets reminisce, The echoing laughter as i walk through the schools corridors only emptiness exists. Life goes on or so they say, But these were the best days of my life why couldn't we all just stay. Its hard to say goodbye without shedding a tear but i don't wanna cry, i just look up to the sky, my lips trembling all i can do is sigh. Thinking of the people i will never see again no matter though i knew we could never be friends, Maybe one day we will meet again and make amends. My lovely friends we will surely never part, I cant stand to be apart, you all own a piece of my heart.
*SeHeR*beN GeLdiM hehe SoNuNda BurDaYim.. LisE Son'a ELveDa TeKRaR MerHaba CaNiM MsN SPaCeiM.. Cokk oZleMissim SeNi Be..
I'M BaCk.. ScHooLs OveR RoVeR MaN i MisseD My MsN SpaCe..
March 01
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I Lose Myself When Im With You,
i dont know where i am, i dont know what to do.
We sail away across the seas to places we've never been,
we see things that have not yet been seen.
To the moon and past the stars,
we live in a world which is ours.
Hand in hand our spirits are free,
like children climbing a tree.
High on life and what it may bring,
lets hold hands and sing.
Let the rain wash away all the pain,
let the tears falling from your eyes be drained.
Listening to the wispers of the wind,
look at what we left behind.
Loud noises and a busy street,
and oh so much deceit.
So take my hand once again,
lets flee reality and relieve ourselves from the strain.
*SeHeR*
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| | February 16

Heya FoLks HaVeNt BeeN abLe to
BLoG 4 a wHiLe i aPoLogiZe
iVe beeN snoWed UndEr witH HOmeWorK
BuT i HaVe 2 aDmiT i LoVe YeaR 12..
OnLy PrObLem iS i HaVe HarDly aNytiMe to BloG :-(

I'Ve BeeN Goin sHoPPing a LoT LaTeLy,
aNd i JuSt LoVe sPeNdinG TiMe
wiTh My FrieNds
I LoVe u GuYz...
U MeaN tHe woRLd 2 Me...
You aRe aLL sO SPeciaL to Me..

iM HaPPy tO PReNouNce DaT i HaVe ReCieVed a LettEr fROm MY cUz
OnLY pROblEM IS She Didnt WRiTe sHe juSt seNt My DaDs TeeNaGe PhoTos
Oh WeLL
GooD eNuF
ThaT aLL 4 KnoW
LuV LoTs JonTuRk LuVa :-)
February 02
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if it was up to me our friendship whould be endless and true but its up to you, so tell me now what are you gonna do. will you stay or will you leave i wonder, our friendship like a boat in the sea its going under. its now or never ill outreach my hand its your last chance, hold on or let me slip away, decide at first glance. no time to loose make a choice, are you listening, can you hear my voice?? our time is up what to do, who knew my trust in you would just fall through. why do you stare with such eyes, was it not you who spun such lies. i cant belive it has come to this, our friendships demise, you have killed all the trust you have earned your prize. if you think i have forgiven you are surely mistaken, alone and old is what you deserve, hope you become forsaken. wishing for a letter to mend your heart as i once wished, why does it have to come to this??
why does our friendship have to die?
if only you didnt lie...
*SeHeR* |
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KaHVe iCMeyi HiCCC SeVMeM,
aMa SeVdiGim BirI iStERse YaPaRim
(BaBaM Ve deDeM)
PaTLiCaN i SeVMeM,
aNNeme DuYuruLur HeHe!!!
MsNdeKi KaSini KaLdiRaN SMiLieYi seVMeM
aMa CoK FaZLa KuLLaNiYoRuM :-)
YaZi SeVMeM Ki$ daHa GuzeL!!
uZuLMeYi seVMeM aMa NaPaLim oLuYo BazeN
uZMeyi SeVMeM, Ba$KaSinin KaLbini KiraCagiMa KaFaMi KiraRim DaHa IyI bu Konu Da CoK DiKKaTLi DaVraNiRim, KimseYi KiRMaYaYa CaLisIyoRuM...
SiniRLi oLMaYi seVMeM aMa StReSS oLunCa Sinir De OlUr..
SiNiRi PaTLaMaDan oNce iCiNdeN aTaCaKsin YoKsa seVdikLaRini UzeRsin...
Lise DeKi KizLaRin SaCMa KaVgaLaRi VaRya IsTe BoYLe GeReKsiZ $eyLeRdeN NeFrEt edeRim cocuKLaR BiLe YaPmiYo KizLaRin YaPdigiNi :DDD
eRMmm........
biZi BuRda KaBuL eTMeyenLeRi SeVmem,, iSTeDim aMa oLMadi BiZiM aiLeMiz BizIm iCin BuraYa geLdi YenI, RahaT BiR haYat Icin BaBaM BeNim iCin KendI MemLeKeTini BiraKdi yabaaNCiLaRin aRasina GeLdi Bana Bu VeRileN saNs i DeGeRLendirmiyCemde napaCam BiZe KizIyoRLaR BazI GiCik ausTralyaLi aiT olDuGun YeRe Don diYoRlaR, AusTraLia Ne KaDar OnLaRin Ki, ONLaR Da BuRaYi CaLdi geRCek australianLaRa eZiYeT CeKtirdiLeR, aILeLeR aYiRDiLaR, KeNdiLeRin KoLe ettiLeR Ve BiZe GidiN DiYoRLaR...
uTaNgaC oLMaKTan NeFreT EdERim aHh Bi aTaBiLseM buNu UzERiMden NoRMaL oLMaK iStiyoM!!!
TeleFoNda KoNusMaYi SeVMeM ev teL CaliNca aCmiYom, aNNeme TeLi VeRiYorum o KoNusuYo :-)
akLima GeLdikce YaZcaM :-DD
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The RoSe THaT GReW FroM CoNCreaTe "Did u hear about the rose that grew from a crack in the concrete? Proving natures law iswrong it learned 2 walk without having feet. Funny it seems, but by keeping its dreams, it learned to breathe fresh air. Long live the rose that grew from concrete when no one else even cared".
"A young heart with an old soul How can there be peace? How can Ibe in the depths of solitude When there are two inside of me? This duo in me causes the perfect opportunity To learn and live twice as fast As those who accept simplicity." "In the event of my Demise when my heart can beat nomore I hope i die For A Principle or A Belief that I had Lived 4 I will die Before My Time Because I feel the shadow's Depth somuch I wanted 2 accomplish before I reached my Death I have come 2 grips with the possibility and wiped the last tear from My eyes I Loved All who were Positive In the event of my Demise. "
"Take one's adversity Learn from their misfortune Learn from their pain Believe in something Believe in yourself Turn adversity into ambition Now blossom into wealth".
"Now the whole worlds callin me a killer all I ever did was tryto reach the kids with the realer."
"I feel like Black Jesus got his hands on me and guides me through life to put me where I'm supposed to be..."
"I feel like role models today are not meant to be put on a pedestal. But more like angels with broken wings"
"My only fear of death is comin back reincarnated."
"I am societies child, this is how they made me, and now im sayin what's on my mind and they dont want that. This is what you made me America."
"If God wanted me to be quiet he would've never showed me what he does."
"Let me say for the record, I am not a gangster and never have been. Im not the thief who grabs your purse. Im not the guy who jacks your car. Im not down with the people who steal and hurt others. Im just a brother who fight back."
"My Mama used to tell me if u can't find somethin to live for, you best find somethin to die for"
"There's gonna be some stuff u gonna see that's gonna make it hard To smile in the future, but through whatever you see, Through all the rain and all the pain, you gotta keep your sense of humor. You gotta be able to smile through all this bullsh*t."
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"only god can judge me; no body else."
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yuksek sesle yemek yiyenlerden nefret ederim hatta basim agirmaya baslar
durust olmayanlardan nefret ederim
yanimda sigara icen kisilerden (iyi ne guzel kendini zehirliyorsun da ben kanser olmak istemiyorum)
yalani hic sevmem, yalan soyleyenide zor affederim yalan benden uzak dursun.
irkci insanlar sevmem, herkes aynidir hic kimse baskasindan ustun degildir.
kaba, baska insanlarla alay eden kendini begenmis insanlari sevmem boyle insanlardan uzak dururum.
kopya cekenlerden nefret ederim, ben hayatimda bir kere bile kopya cekmedim cekememde, ne diye kopya cekiyorlar ki herkes gibi calissalar daha guzel olmaz mi.
ickiden nefret ederim....
sahte insanlardan, yuzune guzel sozler arkandan neler neler soyluyorlar yaaaa!!!!
kendilerinden yasca hemde boy olarak kucuk olanlari doven kisilerden nefret ederim ya boyle bisey olurmu?? Buyukler kucukleri korusun izin vermeyin bu acimasizlara.
kalabaligi hic sevmem ama mecbur olunca iste :-DD mesela alisveris yapmadan yasayamam hehe!!!
msndeki titresimden nefret ederim bi de herkes yapiyo gicik oluyorum bende 100 kere yapiyorum hehe!!!
beni cocuk sandigi icin benimle konusmayan kuzenimden
soz veripde sozunden durmayan kisilerden (malesef sengul sende onlardansin)
fenerbahceden (uzulerek soyluyorum :DDD) nefret ediyorum ya bi UEFA kupasi alamadilar yahu
hergun psota bakmaktan nefret ediyorum (deli ettin beni sengul ya)
beni deli eden kisilerden nefret ederim (deli doktora gitmem lazim)
ermmm ve himm dememe kizanlara (napayim yaaaa aliskanlik iste hem bak bi kac gun benimle konus sizde erm demezseniz ben seher degilim ya :DDD)
lig tv izlerken fb aniden cikinca karsima gicik oluyorum ya odayi terk ederim yada kanali degistiririm
fb elleriyle gol atinca, hakemler gormemezikten gelince sinirleniyorum (hakemler nereye bakiyo ya havaya mi bakiyo be)
gs'e laf atan fblilerden ya fb bi uefa kupasi, uefa super kupasini alsin sonra laf atarsiniz ya tabiki kolaysa haa :-))
"rap'i seviyorum" ama 2Pac'i dinledin mi sorunca "hayir o kim", diyenlerden
turkiyelilere kara sakal diyen kibrisli turklerden (ya hem kibrisimizi kurtardilar bi de laf atiyorsunuz boyle olmaz)
grunge muzikden nefret ederim
yan komsu davul calinca ya hem calmasini bilmiyo bilse tamam :-)
yanlizken laf atan kisiler sonra abin yanindayken 100 metre kacanlardan yani korkaklardan :DDD
*SeHeR*
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EmRaH is a TuRkiSH SinGeR he WaS BoRn in 1971 in DIYaRBaKIr, TuRKeY. He HaS ReLeaSeD 18 aLbuMs iN HiS CaReeR, He BeGaN in The MuSic iNDuStRy aS a ChiLd He iS muCh LoveD in TuRKeY aNd HaS manY FaNs He HaS aLso ACtEd iN TURkiSh SiTcoMs sucH aS KINaLI KaR, anD More ReCeNtly BuYuK YaLaN wHiCh iD LiKe To aDD iS a MaD SHoW Luv iT He HaS The NiceSt SoNgs, FrOm HeaRtBreaK SoNgs To FaSt beaT DanCing muSic he iS a LeGeND My FaVouRiTe SoNgs: BelaLim BeNiM (SLoW sonG) aNd Narin YaRiM (FaSt BeaT Song) iSnT He HoT..... YeaHHH
LuV Dis GuY!!! |
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NorTheRn CyPruS LocaLLy KnoWn aS KuZey KibriS TüRk CuMhHuRiYeTi
ThiS iS My MothErS HoMeLaNd
* I LuV u KIBRIS* NoRTheRn CyPRuS is 40 MileS FRoM TuRKeY u CaN GeT TheRe eiTheR By AiR oR By Sea..
ARea = 1357 square miles NortheRn CyPRuS MaKes Up oNLy 36% oF The WhOle IsLaNd oF CyPRuS NorTheRn CyPRus = The tuRKiSh siDe there is a green line seperating the north and south SouTheRn CyPRuS = The GreeK SiDe GeOGraPhy = Unique MounTain LandScaPeS, anD BeaUtiFul BeaCheS MaJoR CiTieS = LeFKo$a (tHe CaPiTaL), GuZeLYuRT,GiRNe, MaGuSa LaNGuaGe =TURKiSh - CYPRioT DiaLeCt My oPinIon = You have to visit Nothern Cyprus, the beautiful people have been through so much but still have kindness in their hearts. Kibris rocks its a mad place to visit. LuV DiS PLaCe SoOO MucH buT iM MiSSin iT SoOO MuCH :-(
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Sevdiklerinle hep bir arada, sevgi dolu ve huzurlu nice bayramlar geçirmeniz dileğiyle, Kurban Bayramınız kutlu olsun! Allah tüm inananlara nice huzurlu, bereketli bayramlar nasip etsin.
Happy Bayram to all those who celebrate it, i hope everyone is with their loved ones at this special celebration :-)
A big shout out to MARIA,
Happy Bayram hope everything good comes your way...
*LuV*
*SeHeR*
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TuRKisH WoRds
KIZMAK - to be angry öPMeK - to kiss üzüLMeK - to be sad :-( Ko$MaK - to run YüRüMeK - to walk dü$MeK - to fall oTuRMaK - to sit oYNaMaK - to play GiTMeK - to go KaLMaK - to stay BeKLeMeK - to wait SoRMaK - to ask BağIRMaK - to scream and yell eMReTMeK to order / give orders kaLKMaK to get up DuRMaK - to stop KoNu$MaK - to speak SuSmaK - to be silent / stop talking YemeK to eat aNLaMaK - to understand aNLaMaMaK - to not understand $a$IrMaK - to be shocked and suprised uNuTMaK - to forget HaTIRLaMaK - to remember öğReNMeK - to learn uTaNMaK - to be embarrassed SeVMeK - to love duYMaK - to hear KoKLaMaK - to smell BIRaKMaK - to leave something MuTLu oLMaK to be happy :-) ağLaMaK - to cry :-( NeFreT ETmeK - to hate SaRILmaK - to hug :-) uyuMaK - to sleep uYaNMaK - to wake up KaBuL EtMeK - to accept |
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